i was writing a letter and it got dark i scribbled and i scrunched it up and made a hair lock and flower bracelet instead 

i was writing a letter and it got dark i scribbled and i scrunched it up and made a hair lock and flower bracelet instead 

me pastel flowers

with every violent gush of wind you speak to me 

the skin under my fingernails remember you they retrace every touch from you and now i have come to realize you never left and have haunted my entire body 

the only thing i feel like doing is taking a beating 

anxiety attacks made a huge delay in my visit to grandmother but today i shall have one last snuggle with my kitty Damien and have a little nap time then go so bye bye *blows you kisses and runs away* xxxxxxxxx

dont 4get to drink water (sip it) dont drown ekkkkkkz xxxxxxxxx take ur meds if needed angels if u have a bad day outside ahead of u listen to the birds and if ur in a city look for cracked concrete and flowers trying to grow and remember if its gloomy u r my sun clouds and moon clouds angels itll be okay its one more day and then tomrrow maybe draw with pastels and play with stickers or play games and read xxxxxxxxxxx 

i like these stairs i found a bby wild kitty cat and he let me pet him for a while xxxx

me